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i can die like this seriously.i didn't even step out from this house for almost two days.i feel like barfing up at the repeating sight of the house floors. '-.-
i am emotionally unstable at the moment.i can't believe i didn't get what was promised to me after pmr,freedom to do things that i have listed after pmr.

i'm in complete anger.pmr is already over for quite some time and i'm still here stuck in the house doing nothing apart from chores.
tv and pc? boring.

i feel just like my cats,given everything but freedom.
it's really hard to confront them when i am always,always feeling guilty towards them.
great.i feel like a total coward.

zzz i HATE this.