after a long blank stare at her computer screen,she starts to type.too many things in her head lately.wasn't having such a good day today.she is exhausted,very exhausted yet she still couldn't sleep.she just couldn't stop thinking and reminscing about everything today.

"what is happening to me? why does mind have to change so quickly?"

she couldn't stop thinking whether that this thing she did before was following her head or,heart. zzz "-.-

somehow,she's starting to regret her decision.oh,is she a fickle? sheesh,that's difficult.
well,one thing for sure this ain't going good.it just makes her more depressed.she doesn't know how she could even stand faking smiles for a quite some time,mmm long time.

blegh.she definitely hates this.