im done pretending

benci betul ,si dia sudah tdk bermakna bagiku ,tapi kenapa begitu susah sekali utk melupakan si dia ?
sudah penat diri ini berpura-pura gembira depan mereka semua.rasa macam bodoh gila membazir air mata menangis tentang orang yang telah bermain dengan perasaanku.grrr,kuatkan diri lah qilaa! >:/ (cett,kate je tknk post dah psl bende2 cmni)

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jgn terkejut ,ni mmg qilaa's blog .korg tak silap blog.ni pun sesaje nak tgk my bm cmne .so that's why tulis dlm bm .it's soo obvious that i suck in bm .-_____-" pehh ,english pun sme je tunggang langgang ,dulu elok je tpi sbb sblm ni dpt teacher yg teribble grammar nye smpi i pun terikut ikut.geram betul ,ayah pun sudah menegur my english is getting teribble .haih .
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ANYWAYS,didn't go to school today.was having mjor stomache ,spent most of my day finishing homeworks ,reading 'panas salju' and staring into space .haih ,emo je hri ni .bibik sendiri kate nmpk cam lepas putus cinta.hahah ,yes bibik,im not okeh .

hmmm ,my first day of school was not that fine,kene pakai bju kemeja hijau,pfft.mondays.-_- mcm nk lemas pkai that baju , i was really missing the bju kurung bdly.hahah.pegi skola dgn eyebags yg teramat gelap skali .haih .first day of school,hws bertimbun ,oh ,biasalah tu .pmr.0____0 pmr.:O
haih ,im scaring myself.

haish .i need to stop blogging.post ni gila berterabur.kesian,korang bace nii mesti pening en ?okiee,done.

qilaa